Some more random notes from my sidekick:

2/28/06
Fuck waht you hear mocking bird. I think someone slipped something in my drink casuse when I came out the bathroom it tasted funny I hope myspace boy gives a holler. I think I might go out on a date with an old guy. He's at least got money. I think from now on I'm gonna say yes to every date offered. Yes my social life sucks so much out here.

3/2/06
I keep on sitting here fawning over Bruce. Kepp on thinking of last night. Of his fave in the dar. Of the shape f his back. Of his constant need to kiss me. Of the cuddling. Of how I didn't mind his long hair. How the curls on his chest were damn sexy. How we flipped around in the bed all night. And then I think of how quickly he got up after we finished. How quickly he got dressed. How he wasn't cuddly anymore. How he didn't want me to walk him down. it is probably just paranoia tho. he got up quickly to clean up and help me clean up. he got dressed cause he had to go, it was 6 and he needed to be at work at 9. a lot of people, male and female, hate being cuddly post sex. And not wanting to have me walk him is sure manners and politness. He said he wil call and I trust him. It might be a day or two, maybe a week again but he will call. I just hope I'm not working this time.