Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I am such a procrastinator! Since I'm only working in NYC 2 days a week there is no immediate need for me to move there right now. So now I need to find a job in the area, something that's very flexible. And uhhhh, guess what, I've been trying to get my ass off of this seat for hours and it's just not working! I hate job searching!

So I think it's hilarious that my soon to be ex brother in law has now up a personal add online on what of all places? HOT OR NOT!!!! Considering all the bullshit he's been putting my sister through, I feel the need to share with you his pathetic fucking profile.

Mikes profile

I mean seriously tho... if you're serious about meeting someone don't put up your shirtless pic, it makes it obvious that you have no personality or intellect and just a body. And please spell out all of your words and do a fucking grammer check. He's dumber then a...... I don't even know what cause a rock is smarter then he is.

Well that was almost painful. Today at 7am they turned off our water. Meaning I had to shower last night at 3am when I came home. But they didn't turn it back on till like right now. So all day I couldn't pee or poop. It did not make me happy. Then just as I call my friend to see if I can use her bathroom they turn the water back on. What bastards! Grrrrr. This better not happen again. I haven't had to deal with shit like this since I've left Poland!

So I have some major, major news! I got an internship with the Patricia Fields store in New York City! No one on this planet can understand how huuuuuuuge this is for me. I'll be working in the store, doing inventory and stock, helping with photo shoots, and stuff like that! Can you say DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!!!! To be able to completely dedicate myself to the oppertunity I will be moving to New York. Hopefully within the next 2 months. I allready have a place to stay. A room at an apartment in Brooklyn, my roomate would be Nicks cousin, Chris. He said he'll rent the room to me for $500 which is pretty damn awesome, and also I allready know him and am cool with him so that makes things a millions times easier. I just hope that his fiance likes me so that everything will work. Now all I have left to do is look for a job in NYC considering that the internship doesn't pay. AAAAAAAAAAAa this is so freaking great!

Hey,

Are you interested in performing some spoken word or showing some artwork at Solstice, our winter benefit show on Sunday, 12/23/07? I'm excited for these elements to finally be introduced into our event lineup at the Mill Hill Saloon.

Please, if you are serious about performing your poetry, email me at samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE POETRY". If you can send me a copy of the poetry you would like to perform, that would be ideal. I would at least like to know what the theme of your work is and for how long you would like the microphone so that I can plan the evening accordingly.

If you or any of your friends have artwork they would like to exhibit, please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE ART" If you can send me a digital image of your work that would be ideal. Please remember that your work needs to be ready to hang and you need to bring it to the Mill Hill Saloon no later than Thursday 12/20.

We are also looking for some volunteers to help out that evening. This means doing an hour or more of anything from watching the door to selling merchandise to taking donations to helping out the bartender, etc. etc. If you are interested please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE VOLUNTEERS."

And, lastly, we are seeking a benefactor that will agree to match what we make at the door. If you or anybody you know is willing to donate between $200-500 to help us file paperwork to get our non-profit status, please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE BENEFACTOR."

WAIT THERE IS ONE MORE THING!!!

The following donated goods will be collected at the door for the Trenton Area Soup Kitchen:
Non-perishable food items (not in glass containers) and personal hygiene items, as well as music CD's and local band merchandise like T-shirts, Stickers, etc.

You can email me (same email address, you get the idea by now) with the subject heading "TASK DONATIONS" if you want to drop it off early at my house.

That's all for now! Hope to hear from you all soon and don't forget to spread the good word about the Benefit and the donations for the Trenton Area Soup Kitchen!

Samara



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So since my weight loss my pants have begun to look more and more ridiculous on me and I'm starting to run out of options. If I wear a belt with them then I have a pouch going all the way around me. If I skip the belt I either have a hanging butt or a camel toe... both are no nos. So I have to come up with other solutions, and today I decided to go Hippie/Bohemian. Haha.

On Saturday we were supposed to go to some party in New Brunswick which I was pretty excited for. You know, new town, new men, new potential. But then at the last minute I found out that it's not a new group of people at all. It's people that I used to hang out with years ago.... and honestly no longer care to do it. But I was allready dressed up so I convinced everyone (Nick and Andrew that is) to go to a different party. Some people I knew, some I didn't. A couple were cute, and 2 chicks got in a fight. I also got some new info on my ex, which I shouldn't care about but I do. Ugh.... I should really close that chapter fully, but I can't, I guess I'm not 100% ready yet to fully let go. Hopefully I'll get there soon.

Ughhh. Looking for a job is one of the most frustrating, and painful experiences ever. You put so much out there and then hardly get jack shit back! Are there not enough fucking jobs out there for people that we all can't just get one? I should've been a fucking nurse. They always have job openings for nurses. But noooooooooo, I wanted to be miss fancy pants fashion designer. AND THAT'S NOT EVEN THE FUCKING FIELD THAT I'M LOOKING FOR A JOB IN. I just want to be a god damned Personal Assistant. Jesus christ. I want to rip my hair out! Sending out my resume and not getting any responses is getting pretty monotonous.

And now on a lighter note:

I found an adorable faux leather coat from BB Dakota on overstock.com, oh and guess what, it's only $24.99... which ofcourse is 24.99 that I don't have considering I don't have a job. This is so painful considering that it is such a freaking steal! (Originally it was $68). But nope. Can't do it. Just can't do it. I'm allready in the process of canceling my order for that dress from Victorias Secret that I bought when I still did have the money, but which won't be in stock till the end of December. Fuck buying clothes. From now on I am a DIY queen. Everyone get ready for handmade christmas presents, cause that's what you will be getting. Other then my mom ofcoure, but that's cause her present has been sitting in a box on my desk for weeks now.

Regardless of all this stress I still do not regret having left my job without finding a new one. Fuck Hudson. I still need to write to karen and see how she's doing tho.

Then Sunday my mom, cousin, and I went bowling... my mom kicked my and Asias ass... both times. We're supposed to go again in two weeks. Sounds like a nice tradition to me.












My mom is hilarious cause she runs up to the lanes on her tippy toes like fred flinstone. so her new name is now "Kasia Flinstone"

and then there was saturday. Ola (my sis) and I decided to once again to the Roxxy in Philly. This time it wasn't as good. A lot more hotties (including one man that was the hottest thing walking the planet in a plaid shirt and a long brown pony tail but that couldn't dance to save his life) but the music was shittier.

Then there was Friday night during which Anna, Jane, Nick, and I decided to venture out to Atlantic City for the Refresh Party @ The Pool at Harrah's Resort.

Once again we smoke


we hug


and then we leave... just that when we got there we had some trouble getting a hotel room, but it all worked out in the end.


and so we went to the party!!!




At the party we had a couple of complications..... none of which I can remember. I just know that I fell a lot.... and I do mean a lot. This is what my body looked like the next day:





Also my shin is bruised (which didn't start showing till like 2 days later) and my right ass cheek hurts. But regardless of me looking like I've been to Iraq and got abducted I had a fucking blast like nobodys business. Supposedly there is a triple kiss picture floating the internet of jane, anna and i. If you can find it then let me know, I'd love to have it!

Next time the girls and I are going to NYC!!! I just have to recover first, and so does my wallet.

Oh the life of a party
So here is a quick run through of Thanksgiving weekend
Wenesday (the biggest party day of the year)
As usual we all met up at Nicks house. Jane looks ready.


Nick looks ready


Oh and I'm definately ready


The bathroom at Club 14 (Trenton, NJ) is really clean


While the rest of the club (if you can call it that) may not be, but we still managed to make our own fun!

So just to prove an allready well known point I am presenting some of the most beautiful women in Poland. Yeah, we're a country of hot ass bitches! Oh yeah, I only picked the blonds.... cause fuck everybody else!

Alicja Bachleda Curuś is an Actress, you might have seen her in the movie trade.... if you've seen the movie, I know I haven't.

Malgorzata Foremniak is an actress... the only thing the article said is that she loves... good for her.

Anna Maria Jopek is a singer, a wife and a mom....... Bitch I wanna look like you when I'm a mom!

Joanna Liszowska is an actress... and she did playboy, enough said.

Hanna Lis is a newscaster..... and everyone in Poland watches the news.

Dorota Rabczewska (Doda) is a singer... her album is called "Diamond Bitch"... no comment

Anja Rubik is an extremely succesfull model. There isn't a bad word I can say about her. She in the current Chloe Ad Campagne, I mean come on! it's Chloe!

Katarzyna Skrzynecka is old. and oh yeah, she's an actress too.

Agnieszka Warchulska is some ambitious actress that doesn't chase money and fame but good movie roles instead!

And that's that... at least according to Viva. Like I said there are a lot more, but they're not blonds so who cares about them. Smooches!

Yesterday we had a birthday party at NP for Pam. I wanted to make something from scratch considering that I don't have a day job now and so I have all kinds of time. I made Macademia Blondies with Caramel-Maple Topping and they were a huuuuuuuuuuuge hit. I got the recipe out of Vegan With a Vengance, I'd post it here, but that might be illegal. Or I might be too lazy to transcribe the whole thing, you'r pick.

So I quit my day job. I got tired of being taken advantage off and along with a mental breakdown about having to go in and work 8 hours on a Sunday and not get paid a dime for it I quit. Now I'm sitting around looking for a new job. Which is a huge thorn in my ass. I'm looking for better pay and to finally get out of the Maritime Industry. Ugh.

Other then that things are going great. I'm really glad that Nick and I are back to being the best friends we have always been. The guy I met at Kat is still sticking around, kind of flaky, but it's not like I care either way. Better then being clingy like Phil was.

I like pomgranate

An Overload of Cuteness: Random stuff that I found that I thought is absolutely adorable


A Vegan Crystal Slide Choker
For the not as classy but oh so glamurous Vegan. Promote your beliefs in a super sexy way.


Wanna make it public that you're a feminist, but hate the deodorant clumps that develop in your arm pit when you don't shave it? Well do we have a solution for your
a tee shirt with a drawn on arm pit bush. Personally I think it's fabulous and hilarious all at the same time.



And I thought that the love tank was really cute, which I found while looking for "make love not war" bumper stickers.... which are a lot harder to find then you'd think, at least good ones are. I also found the one below... not as cute, but more practical I guess.

I am soooooooooooo sore today, or for the last 2 days actually. I don't know if it's because I slept in some ridiculous position in my state of euphoria satruday night and am still suffering the consequences. Or if maybe it's from the one night stand with the guy from Kat. I did feel my back crack a couple of times during doggy. Or maybe it's a combination of both. Eitherway, I think I should send him the bill for my massage. Haha. Nah, but seriously. He was a cool guy. We were both on the same page, and things worked out pretty damn well. I have no complaints. I can't believe I actually found someone worth while at Kat. How amusing.

I'm hungry...... I need to go grocery shopping..... i'm hungry...... i'm broke till wednesday. I have to wait to eat till I get home. Booooo Hoooooooo me. Looking at Veggie Chic sure isn't helping either.

The Urban Vegan made a list of 101 Fall Vegan Meals ready in 10 Minutes or Less. Good to have as a reference considering I'm usually either a. too lazy or be too busy.

So I finally found out what the hell that scarf is that was at the Balenciaga Fall/Winter 2007/2008 show. It's called a keffiyeh, it's Arabic. I want one.



Now my only problem is where the fuck to find one. It doesn't have to be Balenciaga....... but it needs to be similar, or a really simple version that I can spruce up on my own.