Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I am such a procrastinator! Since I'm only working in NYC 2 days a week there is no immediate need for me to move there right now. So now I need to find a job in the area, something that's very flexible. And uhhhh, guess what, I've been trying to get my ass off of this seat for hours and it's just not working! I hate job searching!

So I think it's hilarious that my soon to be ex brother in law has now up a personal add online on what of all places? HOT OR NOT!!!! Considering all the bullshit he's been putting my sister through, I feel the need to share with you his pathetic fucking profile.

Mikes profile

I mean seriously tho... if you're serious about meeting someone don't put up your shirtless pic, it makes it obvious that you have no personality or intellect and just a body. And please spell out all of your words and do a fucking grammer check. He's dumber then a...... I don't even know what cause a rock is smarter then he is.

Well that was almost painful. Today at 7am they turned off our water. Meaning I had to shower last night at 3am when I came home. But they didn't turn it back on till like right now. So all day I couldn't pee or poop. It did not make me happy. Then just as I call my friend to see if I can use her bathroom they turn the water back on. What bastards! Grrrrr. This better not happen again. I haven't had to deal with shit like this since I've left Poland!

So I have some major, major news! I got an internship with the Patricia Fields store in New York City! No one on this planet can understand how huuuuuuuge this is for me. I'll be working in the store, doing inventory and stock, helping with photo shoots, and stuff like that! Can you say DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!!!! To be able to completely dedicate myself to the oppertunity I will be moving to New York. Hopefully within the next 2 months. I allready have a place to stay. A room at an apartment in Brooklyn, my roomate would be Nicks cousin, Chris. He said he'll rent the room to me for $500 which is pretty damn awesome, and also I allready know him and am cool with him so that makes things a millions times easier. I just hope that his fiance likes me so that everything will work. Now all I have left to do is look for a job in NYC considering that the internship doesn't pay. AAAAAAAAAAAa this is so freaking great!

Hey,

Are you interested in performing some spoken word or showing some artwork at Solstice, our winter benefit show on Sunday, 12/23/07? I'm excited for these elements to finally be introduced into our event lineup at the Mill Hill Saloon.

Please, if you are serious about performing your poetry, email me at samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE POETRY". If you can send me a copy of the poetry you would like to perform, that would be ideal. I would at least like to know what the theme of your work is and for how long you would like the microphone so that I can plan the evening accordingly.

If you or any of your friends have artwork they would like to exhibit, please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE ART" If you can send me a digital image of your work that would be ideal. Please remember that your work needs to be ready to hang and you need to bring it to the Mill Hill Saloon no later than Thursday 12/20.

We are also looking for some volunteers to help out that evening. This means doing an hour or more of anything from watching the door to selling merchandise to taking donations to helping out the bartender, etc. etc. If you are interested please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE VOLUNTEERS."

And, lastly, we are seeking a benefactor that will agree to match what we make at the door. If you or anybody you know is willing to donate between $200-500 to help us file paperwork to get our non-profit status, please send an email to samara@vibecafelive.com with the subject heading "SOLSTICE BENEFACTOR."

WAIT THERE IS ONE MORE THING!!!

The following donated goods will be collected at the door for the Trenton Area Soup Kitchen:
Non-perishable food items (not in glass containers) and personal hygiene items, as well as music CD's and local band merchandise like T-shirts, Stickers, etc.

You can email me (same email address, you get the idea by now) with the subject heading "TASK DONATIONS" if you want to drop it off early at my house.

That's all for now! Hope to hear from you all soon and don't forget to spread the good word about the Benefit and the donations for the Trenton Area Soup Kitchen!

Samara



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So since my weight loss my pants have begun to look more and more ridiculous on me and I'm starting to run out of options. If I wear a belt with them then I have a pouch going all the way around me. If I skip the belt I either have a hanging butt or a camel toe... both are no nos. So I have to come up with other solutions, and today I decided to go Hippie/Bohemian. Haha.

On Saturday we were supposed to go to some party in New Brunswick which I was pretty excited for. You know, new town, new men, new potential. But then at the last minute I found out that it's not a new group of people at all. It's people that I used to hang out with years ago.... and honestly no longer care to do it. But I was allready dressed up so I convinced everyone (Nick and Andrew that is) to go to a different party. Some people I knew, some I didn't. A couple were cute, and 2 chicks got in a fight. I also got some new info on my ex, which I shouldn't care about but I do. Ugh.... I should really close that chapter fully, but I can't, I guess I'm not 100% ready yet to fully let go. Hopefully I'll get there soon.