I keep eating mass quantitites of honey maid crackers at work. I've also been reading fashion blogs and as much as they are fun to read, and I do find some cute stuff in there, for the most case they are just all the same, typical, and predictable. They have absolutely no original style of their own. They just follow what magazines dictate.

Blah blah blah. I am very much bored. But then I'm at work, so I guess I better start reading those 200 e-mails that I have and get started on the spreadsheet I'm supposed to be doing.

So my period finally came, I'm at work, I have no tampons, and so I had to plug up with toilet paper. It's very uncomfortable. I can't go out to get tampons cause my mom went out for lunch with the boss and she foregot to leave me the car keys. Fucking great.

The rest of the shit:
I got robbed this weekend. Somebody stole my phone and my wallet. I was able to retrive my wallet with everything in it, but my $600 Limited Edition Juicy Coutour Sidekick II is gone, never to be found again. As is Levis phone.

I got stuck at Nicks house with no ride and no phone to call anyone to come and get me all day. My parents flipped. Now I can either stay with Levi and move out of the house, or never speak to Levi again and stay with my parents. Now begins a hardcore search for houses for rent.


The good part:
There really is none. Other then Levi and I doing wonderful outside of the shit that is upseting us both. He loves me, and I love him, and right now that is what is keeping me sane. We did also have some great sex at Nicks, lots of it.

Epilogue:
I really can't wait for me and Eileen to start living together. It'll be so nice to actually be able to enjoy spending time at home. I'm not letting my parents know anything on the subject tho. That would be a bad idea considering they'd be sure to make the rest of my time there hell and talk me out of it. My sister would try and talk me out of it too. I think I might jus cut them off for a while. I'll be seeing mom at New Penn but that will be it. I'm going to change my phone number and not give it to them. And I realize that it will seem so immature to them, and so stupid, and will make them furious and go crazy, but it is what I need to do for my own good. I need to get away. But right now most of all I need a tampon.

I just read back some of my journal. Blerg. Reading about the time when I actually liked Dave made me wanna hurl, not just vomit, but myself out of the window.

It's still raining outside.

I hope my mom gets that pad thai soon, I'm getting kinda hungry.

In like 10 minutes I am going to have to go to the bathroom again.

I need a new: lap top, iPod, bar to go to.

I also want to look up that stiletto that tony pierce guy talks about in his blog, sounds kind of awesome, and would be convinient for work. But then again I'll just be listening to live105 at night anyways. Good music + Dr. Drew on Loveline = doesn't get any better then that.

I think my diet pill makes me pee a lot. I've allready peed 4 times today, and it's not even noon yet. But then again it might just be that I chugged a bottle of Vitamin Water this morning. Thank you 50Cent for making such a tasty product.



I can't freaking wait for my period to just god damned get here. Like seriously, I get minor cramps for the last 2 days but nothing else. I really need it because only then will I have true sanity.

The moment I realized that it is 1 day late I took a pregnancy test and it came out negative, so I know I'm not preggers, but I'm the only one that knows that, and even I am starting to get scared that the test was wrong, and am ready to go out and buy another one and take it again.

Wednesday I faked sick in the morning by saying that I was puking cause I was super duper tired, and wanted to spend some one on one time with Levi. I ended up going to work anyway, just that it was at like 2 o'clock (awesome thing: they'er still paying me for a full day). When I did get in 2 people asked me if I'm pregnant, and this morning on our way to work my mom told me that my dad asked her if I'm preggers too.

Oh he would love that, because he's allready told me like 5 times since Levi and I got back together that I'll never achieve shit being with him, I'll move in with him, he won't work, I'll do all the work, and then I'll get pregnant and will be stuck with him for the rest of my life. "No daddy, you're wrong, that's not going to happen, if I get preggnant I'll get an abortion, they're really cheap if you have insurance."

So yeah, to sum that up... I need my period, and I bet now that I am anxious to get it, it will just keep on taking it's marry 'ol time.

Besides I want that shit here and gone before next weekend because I'm planning on getting a room at the Ameri Suits and having a fuck fest. I need the workout.

On another note, I also need to find out when my court case is. I know I have one on the 19th, but that's the one I'm going to lawyerless, but I don't know the date for the one that Tama is coming with me.

I like Tama, I'm thinking of asking her about that sexual harassment sute I've been thinking about. And now that American Cafe is closed it makes even more sense, considering Tejada is a douche.

www.tonypierce.com is kinda awesome, I must admit.

I wonder if my gmail account is still active.