Friday nigth after work I went to Crystal with Mac. We had such a great time catching by that the time completely flew.

Saturday was fucking jell-o-palooza and it rocked so fucking hard you wouldn't believe. Hot ass fucking guys hitting on me left and right. Sexy sexy sexy rocker guy that I almost got with before the end of the night. The only thing that stopped me from doing so was that Detrick was with me. Stupid me for brining him along, but he had a grand time as well so it's cool. I wrestled and got my ass handed to me. I'm super sore and have a brused lip. Was drinking all night but didn't get drunk. Smoked some too but didn't get high. Weird. I've been drinking vodka for the past two days and I've been as sober as ever. Have no idea what's going on. Whatever, don't bother me none. But yeah. Jello is awesome, unless it dyes your toes and scabs green, but fuck that shit, i loved it. Wish I can do it again next year suckas.

Today was Jeremys going away party. I can't believe he's leaving for Iraq on friday. Totaly not not not cool. It's actually really scary. I told him he's not allowed to be brave, and if he sees fighting he has to run the other way. I'm considering some buh bye booty cause I want to see him again before he leaves. Jay Lee did the outline for my tribal tattoo on my back. It's freaking awesome. Super psyched. I fucking love it. He did really really good too, and it didn;t even really hurt. Bitch had me bent ova like nobodys business and I took it like a good little girl. Mwuahahahahha. Allright now, time for uhhhhhhh. something else.

Work was long as shit.
There was a lot of time between packs so I had time to read.
I got to what hopefully is the most depressing part of the book I am reading.
I don't think I can take anything worse then this.
Whores sucking dick for photoshoots.
Models shooting heroin between their toes.
A girl dying from coke whike sucking some guy off.
And he bitches at her for getting blood on his dick.
So much fucking coke.
It made me want to vomit.
So now I am sitting here drinking some flavored Stoli with orange juice.
I want to be hugged.
And today started out so promising.
My throat is so fucking nasted and infested it will make your stomach turn.

I got up at 7:30 today which is ridiculous cause it is the first day of my summer. But I had a visitor over starting from 7:45. It was nice. So far I've had a good day. No fever [oh tylenol how i love the], no gross sweating, no being super weak. Yeah, today was nice. Now It's time to get to work.

I wish we had Barney in Poland. Maybe then I would not be having all these issues with sharing. Sharing sucks. I've gotten over the whole sharing a closet, I'm just about over with sharing a room, but I do not like this whole sharing friends. They're my friends. It took me a very long time to find them, to become close to them. What the hell gives you the right to make plans with them. Mine Mine Mine. And B's an asshole too. He came to get Olimpia and he didn't even come in to say hi to me. Uhm, excuse me? Was I not the one that is your original friend? That's fucked up. I lost my fucking virginity to you, you asshole. I think that's even more why this is bother me. I love B to death, I'm not in love with him, but I love him. He's my best friend, and because of everything that happened between me and him, and because we got through all teh bull and have remained friends I will always love him, and always have some sorth of feelings for him. I want to be the center of attention damn it.

Starting last night
I have strap throat.
It really sucks.
I have not had
fevers this high
ever since I was
little. I called my
doctor and she
sent me over some
antibiobiotics.
Ofcourse who is
now working at
my pharmacy but
my ex best friend,
Marta. We didn't
talk, I very much
did not feel like it.

I downloaded
Paris Hiltons song
Screwed. Suprisingly
I actually reall like
it, it's very catchy.

I hope that I feel
better tomorrow
becuase I have
a visitor coming
over in the morning
and I do not want to
be all nasty and
sick when he's here.

I can't belive that
Eye told him to
stop fucking me
when on the phone
with him. How is it
any of her buisness
who I screw? And
who is she to right
away assume that
just cause I hang out
with a guy I'm right
away fucking him.
That's bullshit. I'm
really angry about that.
The girl's got balls to
pull some shit like that
with me. I will fuck
whomever I want to
fuck.