I'm really starting to get tired of New Jersey again. It's been almost 3 years since I've been back, and my dumb ass is still not back on my own two feet. Nobodys fault but mine. If someone was to ask me where is your life going my answer would be nowhere. Blah blah blah.
The friends that I have aren't exactly the friends that I want to have, cause while I love them and cherish them dearly come to find out that if the situation arises they wont stick up for me. Can't tell any of them about it cause they will get all defensive, but the truth of the matter is that every time someone talked shit about them I stuck up for them. When the tables turned nobody wanted to get involved. That stung. So I guess the next time that Krusty Popper opens up her mouth about anyone instead of saying "Hey herpie bitch, shut the fuck up" I'll sit and smile with the rest of them. Or the next time Alex call someone a whore I'll grin and bare it. I am so angry about the whole situation that I am ready to wage a one woman war... but everybody would just act like they dont know what is going on so there is no point. Funny I finally understand what they mean when they say "with friends like that who needs enemies"