In a couple of days Levi and I will be back together for one, whole month. It's the same date as when Mad Elephant is supposed to play at the PussyCat Lounge in NYC, which would be kind of nice to go and see, but ofcourse it is a thursday and I have to work. Besides we're both broke, and it's very hard to get him to get a job. But it needs to happen, ASAP. He needs to start getting his shit together cause I will not be taking care of him when we get our own place. And that might be prolonged even further cause I might move in with Janice and her friends. Hopefully everything will work out.

Regardless.

Whenever I am around him I turn into a horny beast, as does he. It's impossible to not kiss, grope, nibble, unzip pants, and fuck. He makes me so horny that yesterday we fucked even tho I was on my period. Something I always said I will never do. Gross homie, gross.

Even grosser: After we fucked I gave him head. It was a mixture of my juices, his juices, and my blood all over his dick, and I acted like it was the tastiest popsicle on earth.

Never say never ladies, cause afterwards I was considering anal, but I'm not trying to make all of his fantasies come true so quickly.

I have to get my green card, my passport, and my car insurance in order. I also need to quit smoking, but that will come a bit later in the day cause I think I'm gonna steal one of dad's smokes.