I have a girlfriend. Her name is Veronica. She is absolutely beautiful. She's in LA tho so I don't get to see her much.

TY called me today. I know I called him drunk as fuck monay night.. in the middle of the night, but I was short, sharp and brief. Then I messaged him on AIM but I kept the same sharp attitue. But he calls me today and was nice, and sweet, and chill, and like a friend. It was fucking weird. I played shit cool and what not, but it was fucking weird. I'm scared to see him. I do still have feelings for him. And now I almost miss him. I'm gonna give him his necklace back tho. We'll see what he says when I do. We'll see if he wants to stay in touch. I'm not brining up how he fucked me over. It's in the past. Brining it up will just make it look like I want an explanation, which I kind of do, but that will also make it seem like I want to rekindle shit between us, which I don't. I need to stay away from boys. I'm gonna stick to Veronica. She's away, so she won't be hurting my goals or messing with my mind. Just my wallet, hehe. Visits to LA are kind of pricy. But she's worth it.

Haha my first lesbian relationship since like fucking sophmore year in High School. Fucking redonkulous!

I'm also afraid to see Christopher Robin. After what Nick told me about him I don't want to see the new Chris. I loved the old Chris and am afraid I will hate the new one.