shit is way too fucking crazy for my taste

Everybody is more psyched up about the shit Dave did then I am, and trying to get me to go to the cops. I'm too lazy. And don't feel like fucking depressing myself over some douche.

I got in a fucking fight last night with Ty. That fucking boy drives me up the fucking wall. Oh i like you i like you but i also like this skank, but she don't like me, woe me. I have no idea what the hell keeps me coming back. Other then good sex ofcourse, but shit all the drama wouldn't be worth it even if he was my babys daddy.

And oh yeah I'm no longer fucking blond. My natural hair color is some fucked up light brown now. And I told Lauara to do my natural color and now I am fucking brunette. Fucking depressing as shit. I'm gonna keep tying my hair back and hoping nobody notices.

I've cried 3 fucking days in a row now and today will be the 4th. Fuck this shit.