So I have decided that I when I move to LA I will become a suicide girl. No ifs, ands, or buts. So now all those boys that dated or whatever elsed me can be like "I dated/whatever elsed" a suicide girl. Hahaha. Nah but seriously, I think it's sexy. Also I want to become more active. You know like help out with greenpeace type of things, and AIDS awarness. I've been reading flaunts environmental issue and it's mad interesting and inspiring. Oh yeah, I need to get my application for FIDM sent out as soon as possible so that I can move to LA quickly. I might be able to get a room in a mini castle thingy for 1200 or so a month. That also means that I need to get my bartending license and work my fucking ass off when I get to LA so that I can make enough money to pay that kind of rent. Fucking A I'm gonna do this shit. Actually, I wan to sign up for bartending right now. Nigga what, mothua fucka I'm grown.